No-one could ever describe Me as uncomplicated and shallow. It ought to be clear even to the dullest observer that there is a boiling, seething volcano bubbling away beneath My surface. I am often accused of having a slightly dark view of life, and it's probably true, I do have rather a morbid curiosity and am fascinated by subjects that make other people shudder.
Assessing the way My inner mind works is difficult for any outsider. Even individuals who have been My friends for years will sometimes come unstuck. In the recesses of My mind I am passionate, driving, restless, dissatisfied and frequently disappointed with My own efforts. On the other hand, I have the power to make dreams into realities and I'm excellent at hatching plans.
I am at a stage in My life where I am completely fulfilled, I would not wish nor hope for a different life. I don't believe in chance, accidents or coincidences. I believe in the Delusional Self, which is to say that I believe that the things I talk and think about change the world around Me and result in events that appear to be coincidental. I believe that My life is so important that it effects the lives of everyone else. I believe in Me. First and foremost.
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